wanting more...

my life seems like a routine, every day it is the same thing....
babysitting, cooking breakfast and lunch for the kids, cleaning the house, getting the brothers and sister ready for the day... every day i do these things...
is it bad to want more?

i dont want to sit home all day and do nothing, though some people thing that that would be "the life"
but to me its just a boring routine that happens every day..

I want to explore,
I want to travel,

and even though I'm only 17 (soon to be 18)
I just want more with my life then the usual...

I need a job, that would definitely make things not so boring all the time.
But im so sick of living in Utah also...

I feel that if I lived somewhere else that things wouldn't be so boring all the time.....

I want to move to California, or New York... have the city life...

But too bad this is all just a long, never going to happen DREAM.