volleyball.....

As of this very moment in time I am missing Volleyball very bad!
Its so hard going from playing every single day to not playing at all!
During high school I worked my freaking butt off for my team, and myself! I got a scholarship to go play in Texas but stupid me, didn't go. Still just too much money for everything!!
I'm craving the sound of squeaky mizuno's, hips and elbows hitting the floor, coaches yelling, referees whistles! I miss it all way to much! It makes me so depressed every day when I see my Mizuno's just sitting in my closet, with no usage or purpose.
Volleyball is what kept me sane from everything that was going on in this world and in school. It was my sanctuary! The one place I could go to and feel like myself. When you step on that court its you, your team, the ball, and the net. Nothing can stop you from accomplishing whatever you set your mind too! Your in focus and that 30x60 feet court is your world at that moment in time. You control the outcome of that game!




I miss my team a lot! I know we had major drama off the court, but I miss them all so much! I miss all our inside jokes, our trips, all the locker room talk and pranks. I miss being looked up to, and me and my co-captiton Jenessa! I miss all the fun and exciting things we all did during the summer, making t-shirts, team nights, pranking coach keli! Volleyball was the one thing in my life that kept me going! Kept my grades high, kept me in shape, kept me interactive with people, and gave me so much joy!
Oh how I miss it! ):