seeing as it's almost been an entire year since I've posted a blog I guess that it would be a good time to start again. I'm not the best writer but what the heck, here it goes....
School...
is finally over, thank the lord.
I was starting to have anxiety attacks from the stress it was causing. I had a lot more crucial classes the past semester and needed to make sure I passed them... for example, Geology. Who in their right mind, decided to take geology? me. When I signed up for it, I assumed it would be easy right? Just like in elementary school where your teacher gives you the box of rocks and you get to play with them and your teacher tells you whether it's igneous, metamorphic etc. Well the class was definitely not like that, so say the least. Great thing that I had it with one of my friends other wise I would NOT have survived that class.
Work...
well it's work. It pays the bills and gives me a little extra cash to spend here and there. I really enjoy the girls (and guys (2) i guess haha) that I work with. Everyone seems to get a long for the most part, except for the occasional complaining customer. haha I really enjoy my job.
Life...
right now, has pushed the "pause" button, I feel like. All I do is work, work work and then school school school when it's in session. I'm not the type of girl who is 19 almost 20 and is planning her future wedding, picking out her kids names, picking her wedding colors and coming up with traits for the "perfect man." That stuff is not important to me right now. Why worry about something that you don't even know when it's going to happen? My life consist of school and work, like I said before and I want to focus on school as much as I can without any distractions. I want to graduate, get my career going and then plan all that stuff when the time is right. In Utah if your not married and have 3 kids by the time your 23 there must be something wrong with you, something seriously wrong with you. I mean us Mormons are supposed to have 100 children to replenish the earth right? (bad joke).
speaking of Mormons, I should probably really be more active and go to church more than I am right now. I'm not making any excuses, but having church at 1:00 SUCKS, first; I cannot sleep in past 7:30 no matter how hard I try so my entire day of doing nothing is the longest day ever. second; I have to spend the entire morning just trying to convince myself that I need to go, then by the time 12:30 rolls around, I've convinced myself that I don't need to go. Which definitely is a problem I can admit. I've done stuff in my life and past that I'm not very proud of and that I need to fix, but life is hard and things suck sometime. I need to be a better Latter Day Saint. Maybe then my life would pick up.... Ohhh geez, now I've turned this post into a complaining, rambling, "feel sorry for me" type.
I really am happy with the way my life is going, yeah there could be better things here and there but what is life without a trials, just like " whats a wedding without a little family drama" (breaking dawn reference, also a bad joke)
.... anyways, I hope you enjoyed this, whoever, if anyone read it. thanks much and much alofas!
xoxo,
Sheliah
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